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Barb wants to crawl in a hole and sleep for days ... no weeks ... no years.

General Spikeyness: sleepy

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This morning our first pet died. Jinxy was only 6 but she had been very sick for the last few months. The vet said it would cost a lot of money to help her and that it might not even work. So we opted to let her enjoy her time with us loving her and spending time with her. Last night the hub took out the trash and the cat must have gotten out and when I looked out the window this morning there she was, all sprawled out in between our cars. She must have died early this morning. I'm heartbroken. I loved our cat so very much. I hope she knew how much we loved her and how much she will be missed.

General Spikeyness: sad

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I want to wish everyone a very Happy holiday!!!  I hope Santa is awesome to all of you!! Love and kisses!

Current Location: the dining room
General Spikeyness: sick
Current Music: This afternoon - Nickelback

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I think it must just be me. I'm trolling through Twilight fics on adultfanfiction.net and I am reading the summaries and a lot of the time I am saying eww...in which the hub responds what? He is not intoTwilight so I don't dare start in on a long drawn out conversation on why I don't think i would like Jasper and Edward together.

I am all on board for some man on man aciton LOL. I love Queer as Folk and i love the idea of Spike/Angel, Spike/Angelus , William/Angel, Liam/Spike, Xander/Spike, Xander/Angel(us)(Liam) .... see I dig the dudes...but Edward and Jasper?? I don't think i would like that. I could possibly be into Emmett/Edward though. Am I weird??

Current Location: the couch again!
General Spikeyness: thoughtful
Current Music: It's NFL Sunday

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I know I say this all the time but.... I LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE [info]spikeshunny !!!! She made me a gorgeous Twilight layout!! Check it out! 

Thanks sweets I love it !!!!! I even took a pic and put it as the background on my phone lol!!! 

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Current Location: my couch
General Spikeyness: grateful
Current Music: Cowboys vs Ravens

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1. Make a post (public, friends-locked, filtered... whatever you're comfortable with) to your LJ. The post should contain your list of ten holiday wishes. The wishes can be anything at all, from simple and fandom-related ("I'd love a Snape/Hermione icon that's just for me") to medium ("I wish for _____ on DVD") to really big ("All I want for Christmas is a new car/computer/house/TV"). The important thing is to make sure these wishes are things you really, truly want.

2. If you wish for real life things (not fics or icons), make sure you include some sort of contact info in your post, whether it's your address or just your email address where Santa (or one of his elves) can get in touch with you. Your home address is not required!

3. Make sure you post some version of these guidelines in your LJ so that the holiday joy will spread.



THEN...

* Surf around your friends list (or friendsfriends, or just random journals) to see who has posted their list. And now, here's the important part...

* If you see a wish you can grant, and it's in your heart to do so, make someone's wish come true. Sometimes one person's trash is another's treasure, and if you have a leather jacket you don't want or a gift certificate you won't use - or even know where you could get someone's dream purebred Basset Hound for free - do it.

* You needn't spend money on these wishes unless you want to. The point isn't to put people out, it's to provide everyone a chance to be someone else's holiday elf - to spread the joy. Gifts can be made anonymously or not - it's your call. There are no guarantees with this project, and no strings attached. Just... wish, and it might come true. Give and you might receive. You'll have the joy of knowing you made someone's holiday special.


What Barb wants... )
 

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Current Location: my freezing couch
General Spikeyness: cold
Current Music: Spongebob frozenpants

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I want to wish[info]hollydb  a very Happy Birthday! Hope you have a great day hun!!

Current Location: My freezing cold couch
General Spikeyness: cold

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So I've been going over my fan fics and want to re-write a few of them. Anyone interested in being my beta? It's going to be mostly my btvs/Spuffy stuff. Let me know!

I would appreciate anyone's help!!

Current Location: my couch
General Spikeyness: content
Current Music: I'd come for you - Nickelback

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Sometimes I really hate the cold. Especially this week. Brooke started complaining about her ear on Thanksgiving (covering said ear and crying and saying ouch) so I took her to the doctor on Black Friday (Got a speeding ticket on top of it my first ever!) and the dr said the ear was fine she just has a cold. Well the entire week she continued to complain about the ear and had a low grade fever..well two kids in her class ended up with scarlet fever, strep throat and impetigo! I noticed a rash on her thighs and took her back to the dr...well he checked her ear the bad one AND low and behold she has an ear infection. (The rash was just a contact rash from her diaper) I was soooo *pissed*!!!  So you mean to tell me my daughter was in pain for a week! the only thing the first dr had said was that she had some wax in her ear. (I go to a practice that has 5 drs and 1 nurse practictioner) It just makes me mad cuz there I paid 2 co-pays when the first dr I feel should have just prescribed something. I know that ear infections can be created overnight but come on she was miserable. UGH! Now on top of it Gabe has an ear infection. I just can't win in the winter!!

Last night it snowed and it was so pretty. Only about a half an inch outside but still it was really pretty against the Christmas lights.

Anyone else not really in the mood for Christmas this year? I feel so bah humbug I can't even tell you! I decorated the house thinking it would cheer me up but it so hasn't. Every year gets worse...I just don't like this holiday ya know? I love what it symbolizes about Christ and I love the decorations but the money end really sucks! Gotta love the commercials about the spouses giving each other brand new cars. LoL. What universe is that?? They prolly have real vampires there too! LoL.

Current Location: my couch
General Spikeyness: lazy
Current Music: Spongebob Sunday

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** Enough of Me **
by Melissa Etheridge

We were all wounded in
Some domestic war
I found you to
Settle my score
You looked like father
You felt like mother
My mind told my heart
There is no other

And I gave you my soul
And every ounce of control
And I gave you my skin
And my original sin
I gave you my pride
And my side
Oh my pride

Aint that enough
I turned your dreams
Into lightning
Aint that enough
I held the world
Back for you
Aint that enough
I loved you past the
Point of dying
Aint that enough of
Me for you

I was so sure
One and one
Gave you one
My noisy love is
Coming undone
Now you leave like father
Disappointed like mother
And I know in my heart
There is no other

And I gave you my soul
And every ounce of control
And I gave you my shame
And my eternal flame
And I gave you my need
And my seed
Oh my need

Aint that enough
I turned your dreams into lightning
Aint that enough
I held the world back for you
Aint that enough
I loved you past the point of dying
Aint that enough of me for you

Why cant you hold on
And I gave you my soul
And every ounce of control
And I gave you my skin
And my original sin
And I gave you my shame
And my eternal flame
I gave you my pride and my side
And I gave you my need
And my seed
Oh my need

Aint that enough
I turned your dreams
Iinto lightning
Aint that enough
I held the world
Back for you
Aint that enough
I loved you past the
Point of dying

Aint that enough
Of me for you
All your dreams
Into lightning
Aint that enough
I held the world
Back for you
Aint that enough
I loved you past
The point of dying
Aint that enough
Of me for you

For you....
Spuffy Wall











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